accomplishments?

I have been thinking a lot lately about my life. I know I am still very young, I still have a lot of life to live, hopefully. But I wonder if I am doing it right. I want to start by saying, I LOVE my life. I feel so blessed to have such a wonderful husband, and two beautiful and healthy kids. But living in a place like this, I can't help but feel a little unaccomplished. I got married at 18 (I know, incredibly young. But I wouldn't change it, it was perfect timing for me), so obviously I didn't have many college credits. We were poor, and were trying to make things work, Matt was in school. I took a class here and there at SLCC, but not much, at all. I then had a baby, and we made the decision for me to stay home with Lucas. In order to make that a reality, Matt had to work and go to school full time. We didn't make enough money to pay for any form on childcare, so the idea of me going to school at that time wasn't an option. Finally the time came. It felt good, it made since. So I enrolled in classes and was SO excited. Then, about a week before school started, something didn't seem so right. I felt like I was jumping the gun. So I prayed about it, and felt it was best to cancel my plans to go back to school. I was very disappointed. A few short weeks later, we found out we were expecting our little Ladybug, Lila. It all made since. I was so tired and sick during the pregnancy, I realized I couldn't have done school on top of it. Then, Matt got into the masters program for speech and language pathology. We understood it would be busy, but we had no idea just how busy it would be. And then you add the fact that I am struggling to figure out the whole "mom thing", let alone with two kids, so life seems VERY busy, and stressful all the time. We live in a ward that almost everyone is a student. All the women in the ward go to school, all those that don't, already have a degree, plus they served a mission. I haven't done anything! I look up to these women, not just from what they have accomplished in those aspects. But these women are strong, smart, and incredible; they have testimonies that are so strong, they are great at practicing their religion. They are wonderful homemakers, and great cooks. They know how to budget, grocery shop with the kids (I HATE doing that!), they keep their houses clean, they have time to play with their kids. Do these talents (yes, I consider all of those talents) come from mission or school? I used to think you learn to do these things as time goes by, and as you have more practice. I have been married for almost 5 years, my oldest is 3, I still don't have it down, not even close. A lot of these women have children who are just a year or two older than Lucas. It is not like they have years and years and years of practice that I lack. All of my sisters and sisters in law, have some schooling done, it ranges anywhere from an associates, to hair school, to bachelors, to masters. Me, well I have nothing. I am not complaining about my life. Like I said, I love it! I love staying home with my kids (some days more than others). I truly do believe that being a mom is a calling far more sacred than anything else. But sometimes I feel so unaccomplished. I don't think I would feel this way if I didn't believe that school or missions are important. If I thought that school wasn't for me, then it would be different. But I don't feel that way. I feel like I would be a great student, I enjoyed my one semester at SNOW before I got married, and the few classes I took later on. I think I would enjoy it now. I told a dear friend some of my feelings. She said something that made me feel better. She said 'everything has a season.' As much as I want to do more (not that motherhood isn't enough, but you know what I mean) it isn't my time yet. For now I need to learn how to be the best mom and wife that I can be. I am thankful for the women, married or single, with or without children, who show me how to be better every day. Thank you. I pray that one day, I can be like you.