Update

I first wanted to apologize for my last post. Like I had said I was venting, I just wrote what I was thinking. And afterwards Matt told me "People are going to think you hate the world." So, in case you thought that, I love this world, I love my life! I wouldn't change any part of my life (except maybe taking away sickness). I also need to say I am sorry for my writing, spelling, and grammar. I do not claim to be a good writer and that just shows you why. Now time for the update: Lucas threw up for 6 days! After that he was still so weak and tired for a couple of days and the sickness has totally changed him. Lucas has never been a cuddly baby, it always made me so sad. But now, he cuddles all the time! Matt says it is Luke's way of thanking me. I love that idea. :) Lucas was at the point of pretty much walking by himself. It was so exciting to watch him to walk so well. But once he got sick, it was like starting all over again! He is re-learning to balance, and walk with help and by himself. It is really sad, he used to walk all over the house, and now its hard for him to walk a couple of steps. It makes me so sad. But at least we are officially over the flu - finally!! Now the problem is trying to get Lucas back into his routine. He has done a pretty good job with it, he is just really struggling with his 2ND nap. And I am not ready to go to one nap a day. But, hopefully soon we will get it worked out! :)